Karpanya Panjika or Vijnapti Nivedana
Ami Ati Dinamati lyrics
Bengali lyrics with IAST diacritics, Devanagari, and English meaning.
- Author
- Bhaktivinoda Thakura
- Source
- Gitamala
- Language
- Bengali
- Verse 1
āmi ati dina-mati braja-kuñje nibasati rādhā-kṛṣṇa-jugala-caraṇe kāṅdiyā kāṅdiyā aja chāḍi' saba loka laja nibedibo jata āche mane
ami ati dina-mati braja-kunje nibasati radha-krsna-jugala-carane kandiya kandiya aja chadi' saba loka laja nibedibo jata ache mane
आमि अति दिनमति ब्रजकुञ्जे निबसति राधाकृष्णजुगलचरणे काङ्दिया काङ्दिया अज छाडिऽ सब लोक लज निबेदिबो जत आछे मने
I am most distressed and miserable within the core of my heart. Therefore today, living in my grove at Vraja-bhumi, I will submit to the lotus feet of the divine couple, Sri-Sri-Radha-Krsna. Weeping and weeping today at Their lotus feet, I now give up all shyness and fear of public opinion, and I will reveal to Them all the outpourings of the inner core of my heart.
- Verse 2
tumi kṛṣṇa nīlamaṇi naba-megha-prabhā jini' brajānanda koro bitaraṇa tumi rādhe naba-gaurī gorocanā-garba hori' braje horo kṛṣṇacandra-mana
tumi krsna nilamani naba-megha-prabha jini' brajananda koro bitarana tumi radhe naba-gauri gorocana-garba hori' braje horo krsnacandra-mana
तुमि कृष्ण नीलमणि नबमेघप्रभा जिनिऽ ब्रजानन्द कोरो बितरण तुमि राधे नबगौरी गोरोचनागर्ब होरिऽ ब्रजे होरो कृष्णचन्द्रमन
You are Lord Krsna, and Your deep translucent bluish hue like sapphires is putting to shame the luster of a fresh new rain cloud. You are distributing the blissful mood of Vraja to everyone. And You, Sri Radhe, are forcibly taking away the pride of brilliant yellow gorocana dye with Your fair complexion, which is decorating Your fresh blooming youth. Thus You are attracting and stealing the mind of Your moon-like Krsna in Vraja.
- Verse 3
tumi kṛṣṇa pītāmbare parājiyā ārtaśware braja-bane nitya-keli-rata tumi rādhe nīlāmbarī palāśera garba hari' kṛṣṇa-keli-sahāya satata
tumi krsna pitambare parajiya artasware braja-bane nitya-keli-rata tumi radhe nilambari palasera garba hari' krsna-keli-sahaya satata
तुमि कृष्ण पीताम्बरे पराजिया आर्तश्wअरे ब्रजबने नित्यकेलिरत तुमि राधे नीलाम्बरी पलाशेर गर्ब हरिऽ कृष्णकेलिसहाय सतत
You, my dear Lord Krsna, are conquering the radiant luster of pure gold with Your dazzling yellow garments. You are always very fond of performing Your amorous sports within the transcendental forests of Vraja. And You, my dear Radharani, are wearing a brilliant blue sari which is taking away the pride of the palasa flower, which is also blue with a white whorl in the center. You are always gracefully present as the chief companion during all the amorous games played by Krsna.
- Verse 4
tumi kṛṣṇa harinmaṇi jubā-bṛnda-śiromaṇi rādhikā tomāra prāṇeśwarī brajaṅgaṇa-siraḥ-śobhā dhammila-mallikā-probhā tumi rādhe kṛṣṇa-priyāṅkarī
tumi krsna harinmani juba-brnda-siromani radhika tomara praneswari brajangana-sirah-sobha dhammila-mallika-probha tumi radhe krsna-priyankari
तुमि कृष्ण हरिन्मणि जुबाबृन्दशिरोमणि राधिका तोमार प्राणेश्wअरी ब्रजङ्गणसिरःशोभा धम्मिलमल्लिकाप्रोभा तुमि राधे कृष्णप्रियाङ्करी
You, dear Lord Krsna, like a rare, radiant emerald, are the crest jewel amongst all the youthful boys of Vrndavana. And Srimati Radhika is the Mistress of Your life. And You, Radhe, are the topmost resplendent personality amongst all the women of Vraja. You radiate an effulgence like the fragrant white jasmine blossoms which are woven within the braided hair of all those beautiful young women, and You are the most amiable and affectionate maidservant of Krsna.
- Verse 5
ramā-pati-śobhā jini' kṛṣṇa taba rūpa-khāni jagat mātāya braja-bane ramā jini' brajāṅganā- gaṇa-madhye su-śobhana tumi rādhe kṛṣṇa-cittāṅgane
rama-pati-sobha jini' krsna taba rupa-khani jagat mataya braja-bane rama jini' brajangana- gana-madhye su-sobhana tumi radhe krsna-cittangane
रमापतिशोभा जिनिऽ कृष्ण तब रूपखानि जगत माताय ब्रजबने रमा जिनिऽ ब्रजाङ्गना गणमध्ये सुशोभन तुमि राधे कृष्णचित्ताङ्गने
Dear Krsna, Your beauty and sweetness far surpasses that of Lord Visnu, the husband of the Goddess of Fortune. And that form which You are displaying within the forests of Vrndavana is making the entire universe go mad. And You, Radhe, are likewise surpassing the Goddess of Fortune Laksmi herself with Your supreme splendor which radiates outstandingly amongst all the damsel of Vraja. Thus it is only You who is dwelling in the beautiful courtyard of Krsna's heart.
- Verse 6
taraṅga-saurabha-kaṇa baṁśī-gīta anukṣaṇa ohe kṛṣṇa rādhā-mana hore rādhe aṅga-gandha taba tomāra su-binā-raba kṛṣṇa-citta unmādita kore
taranga-saurabha-kana bamsi-gita anuksana ohe krsna radha-mana hore radhe anga-gandha taba tomara su-bina-raba krsna-citta unmadita kore
तरङ्गसौरभकण बंशीगीत अनुक्षण ओहे कृष्ण राधामन होरे राधे अङ्गगन्ध तब तोमार सुबिनारब कृष्णचित्त उन्मादित कोरे
Oh Krsna! You are abducting Radharani's mind with the enchanting songs of Your flute as well by Your sweet bodily fragrance, which are both blowing like waves incessantly in the wind. Oh Radhe! You are likewise exciting and sending Krsna's mind wild with Your fragrant bodily aroma and the sweet sound of Your vina.
- Verse 7
tomāra capalekṣaṇahare rādhā-dhairya-dhana tumi kṛṣṇa cora-śiromaṇi baṅka dṛṣṭi-bhaṅgi tabaśrī-kṛṣṇa-hṛdayāsaba tumi rādhe kalābatī dhanī
tomara capaleksanahare radha-dhairya-dhana tumi krsna cora-siromani banka drsti-bhangi tabasri-krsna-hrdayasaba tumi radhe kalabati dhani
तोमार चपलेक्षणहरे राधाधैर्यधन तुमि कृष्ण चोरशिरोमणि बङ्क दृष्टिभङ्गि तबश्रीकृष्णहृदयासब तुमि राधे कलाबती धनी
You, My dear Krsna, are the crest jewel of all thieves, for You forcibly rob Radharani's patience when You gaze upon Her with Your special fickle, amorous expression. And You, dear Radhe, like to sting Krsna's lotus heart when You look back at Him with Your crooked, falsely unfriendly expression. He becomes maddened by Your slanted behavior. And You are also a beautiful, young maiden who is well-versed in all the classical arts such as music, dancing, singing, etc.
- Verse 8
parihāse rādhikārakathā nāhi sare jāra tumi kṛṣṇa naṭa-kula-guru kṛṣṇa narma-ukti śuni' romañcita tanu-khani taba rādhe rasa-kalpa-taru
parihase radhikarakatha nahi sare jara tumi krsna nata-kula-guru krsna narma-ukti suni' romancita tanu-khani taba radhe rasa-kalpa-taru
परिहासे राधिकारकथा नाहि सरे जार तुमि कृष्ण नटकुलगुरु कृष्ण नर्मौक्ति शुनिऽ रोमञ्चित तनुखनि तब राधे रसकल्पतरु
You, Krsna, are indeed the Master and instructor of all those who are learning dancing. Sometimes You simply cannot utter a word in reply to the confidential joking statements of Srimati Radharani. You, Radhe, then experience intense thriving jubilation throughout Your entire body when You hear Krsna's soft, amusing retort. Thus You are like a wish-fulfilling tree of transcendental mellows.
- Verse 9
aprākṛta-guṇa-maṇi-binirmita-giri-śreṇi tumi kṛṣṇa sarba-guṇa-moya umādi ramaṇī-janabāñchanīya guṇa-gaṇa rādhe taba swabhābika hoya
aprakrta-guna-mani-binirmita-giri-sreni tumi krsna sarba-guna-moya umadi ramani-janabanchaniya guna-gana radhe taba swabhabika hoya
अप्राकृतगुणमणिबिनिर्मितगिरिश्रेणि तुमि कृष्ण सर्बगुणमोय उमादि रमणीजनबाञ्छनीय गुणगण राधे तब स्wअभाबिक होय
You, dear Krsna, are also abounding in all good qualities. Indeed, Your super-excellent transcendental qualities stand out just like a multitude of mountain ranges made of rubies. Oh Radhe! You naturally possess all the good qualities that are desired by all the beautiful young women headed by Goddess Uma.
- Verse 10
āmi ati manda-mati kori he kākuti nati nikhapaṭe e prārthana kori bṛndābana-adhīśwara tumi kṛṣṇa prāṇeśwara tumi rādhe braja-baneśwarī
ami ati manda-mati kori he kakuti nati nikhapate e prarthana kori brndabana-adhiswara tumi krsna praneswara tumi radhe braja-baneswari
आमि अति मन्दमति कोरि हे काकुति नति निखपटे ए प्रार्थन कोरि बृन्दाबनअधीश्wअर तुमि कृष्ण प्राणेश्wअर तुमि राधे ब्रजबनेश्wअरी
I am extremely dull-minded and wicked; therefore I bow down pitifully before You, and offer You this humble prayer in all sincerity. You, my dear Lord Krsna, are the Supreme Master of Vrndavana and the Lord of my life! And You, dear Radhe, are the proprietress of all the transcendental forests of Vraja!
- Verse 11
tomādera kṛpā pāie-rūpa jogyatā nāi jadi āmāra braja-bane duṅhe mama kṛpā-moya jāni' kainu padāśroya kṛpā koro e adhama jane
tomadera krpa paie-rupa jogyata nai jadi amara braja-bane dunhe mama krpa-moya jani' kainu padasroya krpa koro e adhama jane
तोमादेर कृपा पाइएरूप जोग्यता नाइ जदि आमार ब्रजबने दुङ्हे मम कृपामोय जानिऽ कैनु पदाश्रोय कृपा कोरो ए अधम जने
I am certainly not at all fit to receive the mercy of You both in Vrndavana. However, I have still taken refuge at Your lotus feet for I know that You both are the topmost merciful personalities. Please be kind to this most fallen soul.
- Verse 12
kebala ajogya nahiaparādhī āmi hoi tathāpi koroho kṛpā dāna loke kṛpābiṣṭa jana kṣame aparādha-gaṇa tumi duṅhe mahā-kṛpābān
kebala ajogya nahiaparadhi ami hoi tathapi koroho krpa dana loke krpabista jana ksame aparadha-gana tumi dunhe maha-krpaban
केबल अजोग्य नहिअपराधी आमि होइ तथापि कोरोहो कृपा दान लोके कृपाबिष्ट जन क्षमे अपराधगण तुमि दुङ्हे महाकृपाबान
But only am I unfit and undeserving, but I am actually an offender to Your lotus feet. Nevertheless, I still beg You Both now to bestow Your kind favor. Just as a great soul is very tolerant of the general public, compassionately forgiving their offenses, similarly You Both are certainly the most supremely sympathetic Personalities.
- Verse 13
kṛpā-hetu bhakti-sāra leśābhāsa nāhi tā'ra kṛpā-adhikārī nāhi āmi duṅhe mahā-līleśwara hana sei līlāpara kṛpā koro braja-jana-swāmī
krpa-hetu bhakti-sara lesabhasa nahi ta'ra krpa-adhikari nahi ami dunhe maha-lileswara hana sei lilapara krpa koro braja-jana-swami
कृपाहेतु भक्तिसार लेशाभास नाहि ताऽर कृपाअधिकारी नाहि आमि दुङ्हे महालीलेश्wअर हन सेइ लीलापर कृपा कोरो ब्रजजनस्wआमी
The most essential result of Your mercy is to finally get devotional service. However, I do not possess even a fraction of a drop of devotion, for I have no right to receive Your mercy. In this world, You are the Supreme Master of the greatest pastime... the rasa dance. So I ask You now to please be merciful to me when You are performing this most unlimited pastime within this universe, oh Lord of the Brijbasis.
- Verse 14
su-duṣṭa abhakta jane sibādi debata-gaṇe prasanna hoilo kṛpā kori' mahā-līlā sarbeśwara duṅhu mama prāṇeśwara doyā koro doṣa parihori'
su-dusta abhakta jane sibadi debata-gane prasanna hoilo krpa kori' maha-lila sarbeswara dunhu mama praneswara doya koro dosa parihori'
सुदुष्ट अभक्त जने सिबादि देबतगणे प्रसन्न होइलो कृपा कोरिऽ महालीला सर्बेश्wअर दुङ्हु मम प्राणेश्wअर दोया कोरो दोष परिहोरिऽ
You have shown Your supreme rasa dance to all in this world, including all the demigods headed by Lord Siva, and even to the most wicked persons and non-devotees. Thus You pleased all the living entities within the universe. You Both are the Masters of this maha-lila, the Lords of all Lords, and the Lords of my life. Please show Your leniency by disregarding all of my past offenses.
- Verse 15
adhame uttama maṇi mūḍha bijña abhimānī duṣṭa hana siṣṭa-abhimāna ei doṣe doṣi hana gelo ciro-dina bana nā korinu bhajana-bidhāna
adhame uttama mani mudha bijna abhimani dusta hana sista-abhimana ei dose dosi hana gelo ciro-dina bana na korinu bhajana-bidhana
अधमे उत्तम मणि मूढ बिज्ञ अभिमानी दुष्ट हन सिष्टअभिमान एइ दोषे दोषि हन गेलो चिरोदिन बन ना कोरिनु भजनबिधान
Some of my offenses are as follows: I have accepted my most degraded self to be the best man of all. Even though I am foolish like an ass, I consider myself to be very wise due to my false sentimentality. Thus I have actually become most polluted and mischievous underneath my false conception of being gentle and good-natured. Being guilty of these offenses, i have spent many days without ever worshiping You.
- Verse 16
tathāpi e dīna-jane jadi nāma-uccaraṇe nāmābhāse korilo jībane sarba-doṣa-nibaraṇa duṅhu nāma-sañjalpana prasāde prasīda dui jane
tathapi e dina-jane jadi nama-uccarane namabhase korilo jibane sarba-dosa-nibarana dunhu nama-sanjalpana prasade prasida dui jane
तथापि ए दीनजने जदि नामौच्चरणे नामाभासे कोरिलो जीबने सर्बदोषनिबरण दुङ्हु नामसञ्जल्पन प्रसादे प्रसीद दुइ जने
In spite of all these offenses, I pray that if ever in my life this most fallen soul has once accidentally uttered just a faint glimpse of Your holy name, without offence, then kindly mitigate all of my faults and allow me to chant Your name simply for the pleasure of You Both.
- Verse 17
bhakti-laba-mātre khoyasarba-aparādhā hoya kṣama-śīla duṅhera kṛpāya e āśā mane dhori' caraṇe prārthana kori' śodha doṣa kṣamiyā amāya
bhakti-laba-matre khoyasarba-aparadha hoya ksama-sila dunhera krpaya e asa mane dhori' carane prarthana kori' sodha dosa ksamiya amaya
भक्तिलबमात्रे खोयसर्बअपराधा होय क्षमशील दुङ्हेर कृपाय ए आशा मने धोरिऽ चरणे प्रार्थन कोरिऽ शोध दोष क्षमिया अमाय
Even the most minute trace of devotion can completely destroy all offensive faults, for I know that the causeless mercy of You Both is most forgiving by nature. Keeping this in mind as my last hope, I offer this humble prayer at Your lotus feet. Please forgive me and rectify all of my offenses.
- Verse 18
sādhana-sampatti-hīna ohe e jība dīna ati-kaṣṭe dhṛṣṭatara chāra duṅhu pada-nipatita prārthana koroye hita prasannatā hauka doṅhāra
sadhana-sampatti-hina ohe e jiba dina ati-kaste dhrstatara chara dunhu pada-nipatita prarthana koroye hita prasannata hauka donhara
साधनसम्पत्तिहीन ओहे ए जीब दीन अतिकष्टे धृष्टतर छार दुङ्हु पदनिपतित प्रार्थन कोरोये हित प्रसन्नता हौक दोङ्हार
Alas, this most fallen soul is completely bereft of the priceless treasure of devotional service. I am so degraded, and I remain in great difficulty due to my shameless arrogance. Falling down and grasping the lotus feet of You Both, I now pray simply for the benefit of seeing You become satisfied by my prayers.
- Verse 19
dante tṛṇa dhori' hāya kāṅditeche ubharāya e pāpī kampita śarīra ha nātha ha nātha boli'ho'ye aji kṛtāñjali prasāda arpiyā koro sthira
dante trna dhori' haya kanditeche ubharaya e papi kampita sarira ha natha ha natha boli'ho'ye aji krtanjali prasada arpiya koro sthira
दन्ते तृण धोरिऽ हाय काङ्दितेछे उभराय ए पापी कम्पित शरीर ह नाथ ह नाथ बोलिऽहोऽये अजि कृताञ्जलि प्रसाद अर्पिया कोरो स्थिर
Alas! This sinner's whole body is trembling, and clutching clumps of straw between his teeth, he weeps and wails piteously at the top of his voice, "Oh my Lord! Oh Nath! Today, with folded hands, i beg that You pacify me by bestowing Your kind favor!"
- Verse 20
e durbhaga ha ha sware prasāda prārthanā kore anutāpe gaḍāgaḍi jāya he rādhe he kṛṣṇacandraśuno mama kāku-bāda tuṅhu kṛpā binā prāṇa jāya
e durbhaga ha ha sware prasada prarthana kore anutape gadagadi jaya he radhe he krsnacandrasuno mama kaku-bada tunhu krpa bina prana jaya
ए दुर्भग ह ह स्wअरे प्रसाद प्रार्थना कोरे अनुतापे गडागडि जाय हे राधे हे कृष्णचन्द्रशुनो मम काकुबाद तुङ्हु कृपा बिना प्राण जाय
This most unfortunate, miserable soul now prays for mercy, crying out in a piteous, remorseful voice while rolling on the ground in repentance. Oh Radhe! Oh Krsna-candra!, please hear my mournful prayers, for my life is departing without the causeless mercy of You Both!
- Verse 21
phutkāra koriyā kāṅde āhā āhā kāku-nāde bole hao prasanna amāya ei to' ajogya janekṛpā koro nija-guṇe koruṇa-sāgara rākho pāya
phutkara koriya kande aha aha kaku-nade bole hao prasanna amaya ei to' ajogya janekrpa koro nija-gune koruna-sagara rakho paya
फुत्कार कोरिया काङ्दे आहा आहा काकुनादे बोले हओ प्रसन्न अमाय एइ तोऽ अजोग्य जनेकृपा कोरो निजगुणे कोरुणसागर राखो पाय
Please become pleased with me, for I am sobbing aloud and crying, alas, alas! In a great pitiful uproar just to petition You. By Your own divine qualities, please favor this most unworthy and undeserving soul and keep me always at Your lotus feet. You are Both just like an ocean of compassion.
- Verse 22
mukhete aṅguṣṭha diyā uccaiḥsware ārta hana kāṅdite kāṅdite bole nātha koruṇa-kaṇikā-dānerākha koro mora prāṇe koro ei dine ātma-śāṭha
mukhete angustha diya uccaihsware arta hana kandite kandite bole natha koruna-kanika-danerakha koro mora prane koro ei dine atma-satha
मुखेते अङ्गुष्ठ दिया उच्चैःस्wअरे आर्त हन काङ्दिते काङ्दिते बोले नाथ कोरुणकणिकादानेराख कोरो मोर प्राणे कोरो एइ दिने आत्मशाठ
Now I am biting my thumb to try to check my crying from making a public disturbance. But still, being most aggrieved, i am weeping and weeping in a loud voice just to call on You, oh Lord! Please give me just one small grain of Your mercy in charity and thus save my life. Kindly capture this lowly soul and make me Your very own.
- Verse 23
e taba mūḍha-jana dīna-bākye su-krandana prārthanā koroye dṛḍha-mane he koruṇā-sunidhāna anugati koro dāna koruṇormi-cchaṭā braja-bane
e taba mudha-jana dina-bakye su-krandana prarthana koroye drdha-mane he koruna-sunidhana anugati koro dana korunormi-cchata braja-bane
ए तब मूढजन दीनबाक्ये सुक्रन्दन प्रार्थना कोरोये दृढमने हे कोरुणासुनिधान अनुगति कोरो दान कोरुणोर्मिच्छटा ब्रजबने
Thus Your most ignorant, foolish devotee prays to You in great determination with humble, distressed words while sobbing and weeping. Oh treasure-house of compassion! Please award me with personal service to You and thus display Your splendorous shining rays of that compassion in Vrndavana!
- Verse 24
bhāba citta-sukhakara jata āche su-madhura prakaṭāprakaṭa līlā-sthāne rādhā-kṛṣṇa-prema-sāra sakalera sārāt sāra sei bhāba jeni kṛpā-bale
bhaba citta-sukhakara jata ache su-madhura prakataprakata lila-sthane radha-krsna-prema-sara sakalera sarat sara sei bhaba jeni krpa-bale
भाब चित्तसुखकर जत आछे सुमधुर प्रकटाप्रकट लीलास्थाने राधाकृष्णप्रेमसार सकलेर सारात सार सेइ भाब जेनि कृपाबले
All the places of Krsna's manifested and unmanifested transcendental pastimes are the repository of various conscious pleasure-giving ecstasies, which are all super sweet. Out of all of these ecstasies, the quintessence of ecstatic love between Radha and Krsna is definitely the best, the topmost expression of pure love. And that ecstasy is worshiped by a rare, great personality only on the strength of Their mercy.
- Verse 25
jodi e dāsīra prati prasanna koruṇā-mati duṅhu pada-sebā koro dāna āra kichu nāhi cāijugala-caraṇa pāi śītala hauka mora prāṇa
jodi e dasira prati prasanna koruna-mati dunhu pada-seba koro dana ara kichu nahi caijugala-carana pai sitala hauka mora prana
जोदि ए दासीर प्रति प्रसन्न कोरुणामति दुङ्हु पदसेबा कोरो दान आर किछु नाहि चाइजुगलचरण पाइ शीतल हौक मोर प्राण
If You Both are ever pleased with this maidservant, then kindly manifest Your favorable inclination towards me by granting me the service of Your four lotus feet. There's really nothing more that I want than to get those two pairs of lotus feet, so I request You to please grant this favor and thus soothe my heart.
- Verse 26
anātha-batsala tumi adhama anātha āmi twadīya sākṣāt-dāsya māgi e prasāda koro dāna rākho anātheraprāṇa chāḍi' saba taba dāsya māgi
anatha-batsala tumi adhama anatha ami twadiya saksat-dasya magi e prasada koro dana rakho anatheraprana chadi' saba taba dasya magi
अनाथबत्सल तुमि अधम अनाथ आमि त्wअदीय साक्षात्दास्य मागि ए प्रसाद कोरो दान राखो अनाथेरप्राण छाडिऽ सब तब दास्य मागि
I know that You are most kind and affectionate to those who are helpless without their master. I am actually such a fallen soul who is also bereft of my Master, and feeling so helpless. Therefore I am now begging for Your personal service. Please grant this favor just to save the life of this helpless orphan. Giving up everything else, I am now begging only for Your service.
- Verse 27
śirete añjali dhori' o-pade bijapti kori āmāra abhīṣṭa nibedana eka-bāra dāsya diyā śītala koro he hiyā tabe māni sārthāka jībana
sirete anjali dhori' o-pade bijapti kori amara abhista nibedana eka-bara dasya diya sitala koro he hiya tabe mani sarthaka jibana
शिरेते अञ्जलि धोरिऽ ओपदे बिजप्ति कोरि आमार अभीष्ट निबेदन एकबार दास्य दिया शीतल कोरो हे हिया तबे मानि सार्थाक जीबन
Clasping my head with both hands, I am lying flat before those lotus feet making this request: my most cherished prayer. Please, Please soothe my heart by giving me Your service just once only. Then and then only will I consider this life to be successful.
- Verse 28
kabe duṅhe ei banebilokibo sammilane amūlyāṅga-parimala-ghrāṇa āmāra nāsikā-dwareprabeśiyā citta-pure acaitanya koribe bidhāna
kabe dunhe ei banebilokibo sammilane amulyanga-parimala-ghrana amara nasika-dwareprabesiya citta-pure acaitanya koribe bidhana
कबे दुङ्हे एइ बनेबिलोकिबो सम्मिलने अमूल्याङ्गपरिमलघ्राण आमार नासिकाद्wअरेप्रबेशिया चित्तपुरे अचैतन्य कोरिबे बिधान
When will I be able to wistfully observe You Both encountering each other within the transcendental forest? The sweet nectarine fragrance produced by the meeting of Your precious forms will pass through my nostrils and, entering into my heart, will immediately knock me unconscious.
- Verse 29
duṅhāra nūpura-dhwani haṁsa-kaṇṭha-swara jini' madhura madhura mama kāne prabeśiyā kona kṣaṇe mama citta-surañjane mātāibe sebā-rasa-pāne
dunhara nupura-dhwani hamsa-kantha-swara jini' madhura madhura mama kane prabesiya kona ksane mama citta-suranjane mataibe seba-rasa-pane
दुङ्हार नूपुरध्wअनि हंसकण्ठस्wअर जिनिऽ मधुर मधुर मम काने प्रबेशिया कोन क्षणे मम चित्तसुरञ्जने माताइबे सेबारसपाने
The tinkling sound of both of Your ankle bells together, surpasses the sweet sound produced by the swan. It is transcendentally sweet; so sweet that immediately upon entering my ears, my heart will become so charmed that I will go ragingly wild to drink more of the liquid nectar-mellows of Your service.
- Verse 30
cakrādi saubhāgyāspada bilakhita duṅhu pada cihna ei bṛndābana-bane dekhiyā e dāsī kabe bhāsibe ānandotsabe duṅhu kṛpā peye saṅgopane
cakradi saubhagyaspada bilakhita dunhu pada cihna ei brndabana-bane dekhiya e dasi kabe bhasibe anandotsabe dunhu krpa peye sangopane
चक्रादि सौभाग्यास्पद बिलखित दुङ्हु पद चिह्न एइ बृन्दाबनबने देखिया ए दासी कबे भासिबे आनन्दोत्सबे दुङ्हु कृपा पेये सङ्गोपने
The nineteen most auspicious marks of the wheel, conch, lotus, mace etc., which are unique to both of Your lotus feet, are visible on the ground all throughout the forests of Vrndavana. Whenever this maidservant sees those marks, she becomes over flooded and immersed in a festival of bliss, due to secretly receiving the mercy of You Both in this way.
- Verse 31
sakala-saundarjāspada nīrājita duṅhu pada he rādhe he nandera nandana mamākhi-gocare kabe sarbādbhuta-mahotsabe koribe ānanda-bitaraṇa
sakala-saundarjaspada nirajita dunhu pada he radhe he nandera nandana mamakhi-gocare kabe sarbadbhuta-mahotsabe koribe ananda-bitarana
सकलसौन्दर्जास्पद नीराजित दुङ्हु पद हे राधे हे नन्देर नन्दन ममाखिगोचरे कबे सर्बाद्भुतमहोत्सबे कोरिबे आनन्दबितरण
Oh Radhe! Oh son of Maharaja Nanda! The lotus feet of You Both are fit for being worshiped wit all kinds of suitable paraphernalia, and they are indeed worshiped by the highest excellence of beauty itself. When, oh when will my eyes behold the wonderfully astonishing pastimes performed by Your lotus feet, which will give me a great festival of happiness?
- Verse 32
pracīnāśā phala-pūrti tuṅhu padāmbhuja-sphūrti sei duṅhu jana-daraśana e janme ki habe mama e utkaṇṭhā su-biṣama bicalita kore mama mana
pracinasa phala-purti tunhu padambhuja-sphurti sei dunhu jana-darasana e janme ki habe mama e utkantha su-bisama bicalita kore mama mana
प्रचीनाशा फलपूर्ति तुङ्हु पदाम्भुजस्फूर्ति सेइ दुङ्हु जनदरशन ए जन्मे कि हबे मम ए उत्कण्ठा सुबिषम बिचलित कोरे मम मन
Just a glimpse of Your lotus feet fulfills all of one's most cherished longings; this is the real benefit for one who has Your vision. But I am worrying now that, without Your audience, what will become of my life now? The suspense of this unbearable anxiety has greatly perturbed my mind.
- Verse 33
kabe āmi bṛndābana- kuñjāntare daraśana koribo sundara duṅhu jane surata-līlāya rataāmā hoite adūrata preme magna ha'bo daraśane
kabe ami brndabana- kunjantare darasana koribo sundara dunhu jane surata-lilaya rataama hoite adurata preme magna ha'bo darasane
कबे आमि बृन्दाबन कुञ्जान्तरे दरशन कोरिबो सुन्दर दुङ्हु जने सुरतलीलाय रतआमा होइते अदूरत प्रेमे मग्न हऽबो दरशने
When will I ever have the vision of Your two exquisite forms within a bower in Vrndavana? Observing Your most intimate pastimes of conjugal love being enacted so close by, I will become overwhelmed and drowned in ecstatic love at such a sight.
- Verse 34
ghaṭanābaśataḥ kabe duṅhu joga asambhabe paraspara sandeśa āniyā bāḍāibo duṅhu sukha jabe tabe mano-duḥkha bāḍāibo ānande mātiyā
ghatanabasatah kabe dunhu joga asambhabe paraspara sandesa aniya badaibo dunhu sukha jabe tabe mano-duhkha badaibo anande matiya
घटनाबशतः कबे दुङ्हु जोग असम्भबे परस्पर सन्देश आनिया बाडाइबो दुङ्हु सुख जबे तबे मनोदुःख बाडाइबो आनन्दे मातिया
In the course of Your transcendental pastimes, sometimes You are separated from each other, and thereby fell great distress. When will I ever be allowed, at that time, to act as a messenger and bring Your secret messages back and forth to each other? Since such messages contain news of the rare, uncommon union of You Both, hearing them will only increase Your happiness and dispel the distress of being separated from one another. Thus I will carry these messages to and fro, and in so doing I will excitedly stroll along, completely besides myself and overwhelmingly absorbed in great delight.
- Verse 35
kabe ei bṛndābane duṅhu duṅha adarśane phire ja'bo duṅhe anweṣiyā sammilana korāibo hara-padakādi pā'bo parituṣṭa duṅhāre koriyā
kabe ei brndabane dunhu dunha adarsane phire ja'bo dunhe anwesiya sammilana koraibo hara-padakadi pa'bo paritusta dunhare koriya
कबे एइ बृन्दाबने दुङ्हु दुङ्ह अदर्शने फिरे जऽबो दुङ्हे अन्wएषिया सम्मिलन कोराइबो हरपदकादि पाऽबो परितुष्ट दुङ्हारे कोरिया
In Vrndavana, sometimes You Both are deprived of the vision of each other. When will wander all over the forest in search of You Both? I will bring You together again, and You will be so pleased with me that You will reward me by giving me some ornaments that You had used such as Your anklebells, toe-rings, necklaces, lockets, etc.
- Verse 36
duṅhe hāra dhori' paṇe dyūta-krīḍā samāpane āmi jayī āmi jayī boli' koribe kalaha tabehara-saṅgrahete kabe āmi tāhā dekhibo sakali
dunhe hara dhori' pane dyuta-krida samapane ami jayi ami jayi boli' koribe kalaha tabehara-sangrahete kabe ami taha dekhibo sakali
दुङ्हे हार धोरिऽ पणे द्यूतक्रीडा समापने आमि जयी आमि जयी बोलिऽ कोरिबे कलह तबेहरसङ्ग्रहेते कबे आमि ताहा देखिबो सकलि
During another pastime, You Both place a wager on a necklace and being gambling over it, placing different kinds of bets with the rolling of dice. When the game is over, each of You separately exclaims, “I win! I win!” Then there is a big quarrel as You Both struggle together, each attempting to collect the necklace at stake. When will I ever be able to witness all of these wonderful sports?
- Verse 37
āhā kabe dui jane kuñja-mājhe su-sayane kusuma-śayyāya birāmibe se samaye duṅhu pada sambahana-susampada e dāsīra saubhāgya milibe
aha kabe dui jane kunja-majhe su-sayane kusuma-sayyaya biramibe se samaye dunhu pada sambahana-susampada e dasira saubhagya milibe
आहा कबे दुइ जने कुञ्जमाझे सुसयने कुसुमशय्याय बिरामिबे से समये दुङ्हु पद सम्बहनसुसम्पद ए दासीर सौभाग्य मिलिबे
Oh, when will I behold You two Divine Personalities reclining and lounging leisurely upon a beautiful bed of flowers within a forest grove? Taking the opportunity at that time, I will massage the most auspicious treasure of Your lotus feet, and in this way shall this maidservant meet with her good fortune.
- Verse 38
kandarpa-kalahodgāre chiṇḍibe kaṇṭhera hāre latā-gṛhe paḍibe khāsiyā se hāra gānthite kabe e dāsī nijukta ha'be duṅhu kṛpā-ājñā śire pāñā
kandarpa-kalahodgare chindibe kanthera hare lata-grhe padibe khasiya se hara ganthite kabe e dasi nijukta ha'be dunhu krpa-ajna sire pana
कन्दर्पकलहोद्गारे छिण्डिबे कण्ठेर हारे लतागृहे पडिबे खासिया से हार गान्थिते कबे ए दासी निजुक्त हऽबे दुङ्हु कृपाआज्ञा शिरे पाञा
Sometimes, during the struggle of contending with Cupid, one of Your necklaces accidentally becomes broken, and the pieces fall and scatter all over the creeper-shaded bower. When will this maidservant take Your merciful order upon her head, and be appointed to re-string that very same necklace?
- Verse 39
keli-kallolera jabe duṅhu kesa srasta habe dui-janara iṅgita pāiyā śikhi-piñcha kore dhori' kuntala-madhita kori' āmi rabo ānande ḍubiyā
keli-kallolera jabe dunhu kesa srasta habe dui-janara ingita paiya sikhi-pincha kore dhori' kuntala-madhita kori' ami rabo anande dubiya
केलिकल्लोलेर जबे दुङ्हु केस स्रस्त हबे दुइजनर इङ्गित पाइया शिखिपिञ्छ कोरे धोरिऽ कुन्तलमधित कोरिऽ आमि रबो आनन्दे डुबिया
Sometimes, due to the restless sporting of Your amorous games, Your hair will fall loose. Heeding Your gesture towards me, I will then com Your hair with a peacock tail comb and thus redecorate Your lovely tresses. In this way I will remain submerged and drowned in pure ecstasy.
- Verse 40
kandarpa-krīḍāya jabe duṅhu srak srasta ha'be tabe āmi duṅhu ājñā pāñā ubhaya lalāṭa-mājhe koribo tilaka-sāje matta ha'be se śobhā dekhiyā
kandarpa-kridaya jabe dunhu srak srasta ha'be tabe ami dunhu ajna pana ubhaya lalata-majhe koribo tilaka-saje matta ha'be se sobha dekhiya
कन्दर्पक्रीडाय जबे दुङ्हु स्रक स्रस्त हऽबे तबे आमि दुङ्हु आज्ञा पाञा उभय ललाटमाझे कोरिबो तिलकसाजे मत्त हऽबे से शोभा देखिया
Sometimes, due to being jostled about during Cupid's amorous games, Your flower garlands, necklaces, earrings, crowns and other decorations may become ruffled and disarrayed out of place. At that time, upon receiving Your order, I will rearrange all those scattered ornaments, and then redecorate Your foreheads with fresh tilaka. Thus I will go mad just seeing Your splendors beauty.
- Verse 41
kṛṣṇa taba bakhe āmi bana-mala diyā swāmī rādhe taba nayane kajjala kuñja-mājhe kona dina pā'bo sukha samīcīna preme citta ha'be ṭalamala
krsna taba bakhe ami bana-mala diya swami radhe taba nayane kajjala kunja-majhe kona dina pa'bo sukha samicina preme citta ha'be talamala
कृष्ण तब बखे आमि बनमल दिया स्wआमी राधे तब नयने कज्जल कुञ्जमाझे कोन दिन पाऽबो सुख समीचीन प्रेमे चित्त हऽबे टलमल
Oh! I will get enough happiness to satisfy my longings when I am placing a garland of fresh forest flowers upon Your chest! Oh Radhe! And likewise when I am re-applying black mascara around Your lotus eyes! When will that day be mine when I can render such services within a bower in Vrndavana? Then my heart will throb in ecstatic love for You Both.
- Verse 42
kabe jāmbunada-barṇa loiyā tāmbūla-parṇa śirā śūnya karpūrādi-juta bīṭika nirmāṇa kori' duṅhu mukhe dibo dhori' preme citta ha'be paripluta
kabe jambunada-barna loiya tambula-parna sira sunya karpuradi-juta bitika nirmana kori' dunhu mukhe dibo dhori' preme citta ha'be paripluta
कबे जाम्बुनदबर्ण लोइया ताम्बूलपर्ण शिरा शून्य कर्पूरादिजुत बीटिक निर्माण कोरिऽ दुङ्हु मुखे दिबो धोरिऽ प्रेमे चित्त हऽबे परिप्लुत
When can I make first-class pan for You Both to chew? Picking fresh cold- betel leaves, I will remove the stems and add fragrant spices and camphor, Then, rolling the leaves into a cone shape and thus making it nice, I will take them and place them in Your lotus mouths. At that moment my heart will become flooded and saturated with ecstatic love for You.
- Verse 43
kothā e durāśā mora kothā e duṣkarma ghora e prārthanā jodi bolo keno he rādhe he ghana-śyāmaduṅhu jana-guṇa-grāma mādhurī bolāya more heno
kotha e durasa mora kotha e duskarma ghora e prarthana jodi bolo keno he radhe he ghana-syamadunhu jana-guna-grama madhuri bolaya more heno
कोथा ए दुराशा मोर कोथा ए दुष्कर्म घोर ए प्रार्थना जोदि बोलो केनो हे राधे हे घनश्यामदुङ्हु जनगुणग्राम माधुरी बोलाय मोरे हेनो
Why am I revealing such far-off, impossible dreams in these prayers when i am in reality so deeply sunk into the dark well of sinful materialistic activities? Oh Radhe! Oh Ghanasyama! Your own maddening sweetness is actually making me speak all these things about Your transcendentally glorious qualities!
- Verse 44
duṅhāra je kṛpā-guṇe pāinu dhāma-bṛndābane se kṛpā abhīṣṭa-pūraṇa koruṇa āmāya nāthapāñā tunu sakhī-sāṭha kuñja-sebā pāi anukṣaṇa
dunhara je krpa-gune painu dhama-brndabane se krpa abhista-purana koruna amaya nathapana tunu sakhi-satha kunja-seba pai anuksana
दुङ्हार जे कृपागुणे पाइनु धामबृन्दाबने से कृपा अभीष्टपूरण कोरुण आमाय नाथपाञा तुनु सखीसाठ कुञ्जसेबा पाइ अनुक्षण
By Your supreme transcendental quality of mercy I have attained residence in the spiritual abode of Sri Vrndavana, and this mercy has fulfilled all of my most cherished longings. Oh Lord! Now please let me have eternal service in Your pleasure-gardens in the company of Your most beloved girlfriends and maidservants!
- Verse 45
ohe rādhe ohe kṛṣṇa sei braja-rasa-tṛṣṇa kārpaṇya-pañjikā-kathā-chale jalpana koroye sadā tā'ra bāñchā-pūrti tadā koruna duṅhu kṛpā-bale
ohe radhe ohe krsna sei braja-rasa-trsna karpanya-panjika-katha-chale jalpana koroye sada ta'ra bancha-purti tada koruna dunhu krpa-bale
ओहे राधे ओहे कृष्ण सेइ ब्रजरसतृष्ण कार्पण्यपञ्जिकाकथाछले जल्पन कोरोये सदा ताऽर बाञ्छापूर्ति तदा कोरुन दुङ्हु कृपाबले
Oh Radhe! Oh Krsna! On the plea of narrating this diary of my greedy, selfish desires for Your humble service (karpanya-panjika), I have thus revealed my incredible thirst for all these liquid mellows of Vraja. All of these thirsty longings are just bottled up inside my heart, and I am incessantly cherishing the constant churning of these hopes within my mind. Please, I beg You Both, please therefore fulfill all these spiritual desires for Your service. I am appealing to You now on the strength of Your own causeless mercy.
- Verse 46
śrī-rūpa-mañjarī-pada śire dhori' su-sampada kamala-mañjarī kore āśā śrī-godruma-braja-bane duṅhu līlā-sandarśane pūrṇa hao rasera pipāsā
sri-rupa-manjari-pada sire dhori' su-sampada kamala-manjari kore asa sri-godruma-braja-bane dunhu lila-sandarsane purna hao rasera pipasa
श्रीरूपमञ्जरीपद शिरे धोरिऽ सुसम्पद कमलमञ्जरी कोरे आशा श्रीगोद्रुमब्रजबने दुङ्हु लीलासन्दर्शने पूर्ण हओ रसेर पिपासा
Holding upon her head her most treasured possession (the lotus feet of Sri Rupa Manjari), this Kamala Manjari hopes that by thus observing Their eternal pastimes going on within this transcendental forest of Vraja at Godruma, Navadvipa, then her craving thirst for such mellows will finally be quenched.
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